my high school love…

it was on a Friday when I asked her to be my girlfriend, and we had only been talking for about two weeks. I really liked her, like no other girl I have ever had feelings for. We were inseparable, I would speak to her about everything, she would speak to me about everything as well. I would hang out with her on some old dirty stairs in one of the school buildings, and it was there where I first kissed her, on my birthday to be exact. I don’t like using the “L” word, because I have never really “Loved” a girl, but something was different about her, I actually had feelings for her. It was different from other girls I had dated, I didn’t just want to fool around with her, I actually liked her. We went to the movies once, and that is where I found out I had feelings for her. We kissed for most of the movie, and I ended up having to rent the movie to recall what it was about, becuase I didn’t even pay attention. I was too busy thinking about how much I liked this girl. As we progressed, we drifted apart, until one day, I decided to end it. The situation was bad, and every day got more and more difficult for me, I just wasn’t used to not having her in my daily routine. As time progressed, I started forgetting about her, but then one day, she decided to call me, and once again, I was stuck to her like a piece of old gum. Still to this day, I love this girl, and she claims she likes me as well. We still talk and I still tell her I like her, She does the same. But we are not dating, she is just my “friend”. Everyone tells me I should just move on, but that is easier said than done. I just want to be with her, but that is also easier said than done. I want her to know that I love her, and I really want to go back to the good ol’ days where everything was great between us, and from the looks of it right now, we are heading in the right direction. I really hope everything proceeds as I wanted to…

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